Have a reason, Heart Broken

Hey... guys i recently leave my girlfriend, i did not tell her the real reason why, because i don't want her to know, i like being with her she give me comfort and warm, but i let her down, i hope when she read this she wont be sad at me anymore. first let me tell you all how we meet, you all will be laughing how we meet, okay now shall I begin? One fine day, we were in an app and we match up and we started chatting and we start getting to know each other more, at that time she need to go oversea i was sad that she is going oversea that the time i know i have to keep talking to her because my feeling for her is there, i was excited and fill with joy, when she was there we still get to chat when she traveling and all the time she was finding wifi just to talk to me i was please to hear that, after that i have prepare myself to go china to study, she was worried so that she could not talk to me, i was fear that i could not talk to her, the fear was like you scared you will lose it forever when i think of that, i rush to get a sim card, talking about the worry when she suddenly end her chat on the app we try to find each other that moment was my first time i want to find back her and dont want to lose her, that feeling so real... going back to my china trip, i will have to be there for more than 1 month and 2 weeks, while i was there it was hard to message or call at first we could only message that much but we still chat everyday.. continue tmr

New APP Bigo

Hey guys, there this app I came across is called BIGO LIVE, this app allow you to stream live and allow you to meet new friends. I downloaded this app on one fine day as my friends told me about this app and i found it interesting, at first I was just looking at people stream and never know that I will stream at all but after I use more of this app it give me a special feeling to stream, with my first stream I i did not really know what to do so I took my time to create a theme to talk about for the stream and when i start was only a few people slowly it grow to about 500 people and slowly about a 1000 people enter the stream. there many different kind of people who came in to my live and when i went to other people live, I make new friends and slowly get closer with them. There is also family i bigo live. There also many YouTuber in there too so do feel free to look up and enjoy the bigo live, i wrote this post so people can join the bigo family. Please do to look forward on my next post maybe i will continue my story again. 

Welcome back, reborn as a new leaf...

Welcome people, i'm back with more storys and advice for people. Now a days people feel like they have no goals in life, hard to move on from hard time or even pulling up themself after they fall from a great success. Most people would as themself why, why did they fail? Why does other people have such a good life? why can't i success? But wait, if you have time to ask that to people and finding answer why not ask the first person who cause all the problem you have? You all might ask who is this person? This person have been with for a long time since you were born and have been in your life for many years. have many experiance with you, walk down many different path with you. All those ups and downs you had, learn with you and know you better than any one. This person is someone you cannot kill or harm by your own hands as it also something you treasure the most. Where-ever you are this person will know. When time flys this person grow old with you, always follow you and never give up on you. Do you all know who this person in your life? 😊

Relationship

After a Relationship, many people will think... what is Love? If you have trouble with love or relationship you came to the right place. For I am not a expert in it but I am here to share my experience with you all.

With my first relationship, I was immature and make a lot of mistake. Before we talk about my experience, let talk about myself, when I was secondary school, i was immature as many of you are the same, I don't know what is love or anything about relationship, Because of this i though love is give in to desire, but that is not what love is. love is loving someone you like and also giving them care and concern to them but also not to spoil them too much. I did not know all this and make a wrong choice and loss my virgin before 18 age haha but I was quite curious at that time. Now let us began what is Love and Relationship.

Love: Love is loving someone with care and treasure them, with love couple will be able to help each other and build each other up and not destroy each other. 

Relationship: Relationship is to be understanding, forgiving, grateful and thankful. Because your partner are the one that suppose to support on what u do no matter is right or wrong and also put yourself in their shoes how will they feel and the other partner also have to put themselves in your shoes to know how you feel so with this there will be understanding and also we need communication in Relationship so there wont be much misunderstanding. 

For more question you can write in the comment and i will reply when i see it ^_^ need advice also can every can also put in advice to help.

Photography

An Outing

            One day, while i was having a lazy and boring time, my friend called me to join him for an event in our club and i was thinking why not and but i was quite now in Photography so i asked him, could he teach me how to use a canon D70, he say: "Sure why not", and he told me the time and as i asked him when will be and where and soon the day have come to go to meet new people and learn new things, we went to Orchard Mrt station and......

            When everyone reached, we went to grab a bite as some of the club have not had breakfast so we went to the mac to grab a bite and we were having out time eating and chatting and getting to know each other but many of them are like me still new in photography, After eating Mac we went to Orchard road to walk and learn about street photography. We first went to the street taking photo with the people there as this is Singapore you will expect many other races and other people from oversea is nice to see people coming to Singapore to tour and living here as Singapore is a clean and green country. While we are walking along the street we saw a thing we see in everyday life but when you use a camera to take in a different angle u will have a different feeling of what u see everyday, u might see a chair, building, people, siting area and even dustbin and when u take in a different and focus in a different way you will see something you don't see everyday.

              I feel like i have enter a world that i never went before,  now i can say when we walk and saw my things to take and when u focus  on the front and back give u a different view and we still have many thing to learn and i feel a bit sleep and when we rest we sit around and i just took the picture haha. I was the model that day as i no want want to be the model and for their studying and they just take picture like i am a a dead body let them take picture and after that we took a group photo and went home and there is where i know a lot of people ------By Admin.

            

Chapter 2

When Secondary School started, he was fine even thought he was in NT(Normal Tech) but he work very hard through out the years he face a lot of trouble between subject and he really put a lot of effort in math as his math is not that strong as well as his English but despite all this he work really hard and he we up to NA(Normal Adca) after he went to Sec 2 he when to find the girl that he love last time but he can't find a way to contact her but just then they meet each other at a shopping mall is this faith he ask himself so after he got her number and he feel nervous after he got her number and before message he also feel his heart feel like pounding out of his mouth, after he have the strength to to message her and he chat with her for many months then they think they are ready to be together but they are not really ready not even close but they still go ahead and try and it was nice and good... then from Sec 2 he wanted to go to express but because of love he lose focus on what is really important to him and in the end he only remain in NA but in between he learn quite a lot of stuff like he was a NE rep (National Education rep) he learn how to talk on stage, plan event, help with events, decoration and how to keep everyone in the group happy and bond together.. after Sec 2 he when to Sec 3 and he choose D&T(Desgin and Tech) and POA(Principle of Account) as his 6th and 7th subject so he start to study hard again because there more subject to deal with but still he will take out some time to find hid girlfriend to go out and chat and he was stress on that period of time but all in all he still make it out okay but his POA teacher is so bad that the teacher just tell them the answer dun even bother to teach and he copy blindly and he fail until very bad and after sec 3........... to be contiune

My fault

Talking to my sister today , a few days I hurt her feeling, I feel bad because I can't tell her how I really feel. it have been a while /i feel this sadness that will feel like a hundred of people stabbing you and the blood feel like cold blood, is bleeding non stop is so hard to make it stop.... I care about her, I want to hug her, i want to hold on to her, but my heart and mind feel very confused I really don't know what to think and feel anymore just feel like hurting myself because i cant get my right feel I know this is stupid to hurt myself but I really dun know how else to get this confused feel off me.........11/6/2014 9:39 pm

Chapter 1

Once there were a baby that born in the 1997, he was born a left hand user but his parent think that when he wrote any words they are just like line running around in the paper, so they trained him to be a right hand user and they did it they trained him to be a right hand user but his learning become very slow and his parent use the cane to cane his back because he don't want to read and write, his mom cane him until his back oozing with blood that have a mark of a cross at his back, after that he finally learn to read and write, after a few years he went to primary to school he joined the IT club (info-com technology), he learn to create website, photo book and go competition, and he meet many people and become friends with them and he wanted to join the basketball team but because of his nose can bleed easily so he can't join but only when he reach primary 5 then he can join. He meet a girl there that was her first 'love' but he don't dare to ask the girl out, only after his graduation his friend help him to ask the girl and the girl called that night when he was caught surprise of her calling but that guy give up on her after a few days because he was not sure of his feeling, after that he started to tried to get the girl out of his head but he cant forget her but when the holiday start he started playing game just to get her out of his mind but in the end it only work for a few weeks but until when school start again he went to a secondary school there is where everything of his life change............. to be continue

Crush

why when someone have a crush on you, after they tell you, you are their crush is so hard to reply and give a right feeling back? I have someone i crush and the person also have a crush on me but when she say she want to give up on her crush, i have a sad and painful feeling so i tell her not to give up but still think that her crush don't like her but the fact is i like her but she dun know until yesterday, when she know i have a crush on her, i really don't know how she feel but when i ask her how she feel she tell me she feel shy and sad because she realise that she want to give up on the person that also have a crush on her. We talk all night and because of my fear of having a r/s i give up on her, but i have many regret about my decision, really feel bad and guilty but i dun wan hurt her more in the future if i have a change of heart that why i think of how she feel that is one more reason i wan to give up on her because i think i am still young still not mature enough i wish i can meet her when i am older then maybe the decision i make will be different i really wish i can be more mature and now i just treat her as a sister but i also wan care for her.......

Return~~

Hi Everyone I am back ^_^ hahahaha

I dun own this but i just wan to share with people that this is a nice song ^_^
i will put the song in too

After Exam

After all the hard work, We are all free from the cage of studying YEAH!!! Every time when the exam is near people they will get freak out and every one suddenly change form not really care to become so stress and some people will keep thing that they mighty fail so they give even before the exam start but for some people they like to wait till the last min to study but I think that might be a best way for some people.

But I still think even there no exam people still study everyday and I am think they are putting a lot of stress to themselves... like this guy below

but we all can try be so stress some time go out with friend, go out have some activies, or play some games to release some stress..

Or maybe have a dance with some friends...

Okay today I will just write until here ^^

Hope you all will pass yours Exam with flying colour ^_^

Saturday, July 28, 2012

Saturday, July 28, 2012

why does people like to lie?

i see alot of people lie because wan people to happy but i also lie but is also make people happy but is lie a good thing? i dun know because there is over a million people lie and one person can say up to over 100millon lie so who can we listen to but i know all my friend dun lie because i trust them..... is it when we trust some one we will know him/her is liying? my mum just lir to me make me rage hahaha now okay ler

2.4KM 28/7/12

Today i went to school to have my 2.4km ran and when ran i found the method that i can use to run and i use it all the way then my timing is 14 min i am so pro as i always run 20 plus min....then when i play game i dun know people why like to scold people family and they say you noob but we all are human what so are they saying there are not human? i try to play but they are those cannot cool down and see what people type what a dog cause they say they pro mean they are dog because they human noob so they are dog? and in school i hate a monkey and a dog in mine class they are fking stupid i dun know how they think and a friend he broke one of my friend heart what are you thinking are you a playboy or you use try as an excuse because now you like going with the fking dog only know how to do doggy style i dun really know what are you thinking there is a good girl waiting for you and you just give up you know you hurt her so much what a you are a jeck but i will call you a bat you only go to the side that is wining plus now she is like a crying everyday asking why and why dun you just continue try or really put in the effort to love her you just wan to play with her? WTF you better think if next time if you wan her back maybe she will break your heart you fker......

28/6/2012 12.17am

Haiz Basketball training is buring me up i feel so tired i think i have to execise more because i am getting fat i am 87.2kg OMG!!!!! i must really force and get my weight down i will keep writing hope you all will continue to support me sorry if my blog is boring so sorry >_<

23 JUNE 2012 1am

HI HI ~ I AM BACK ^_^. SO I SEE A LOT OF PEOPLE READ MY BLOG BUT I WAN ASK FOR MY BLOG DO I HAVE A SUPPORTER? BECAUSE I SEE MY BLOG HAVE SO MANY VIEW BUT I KNOW I POST THINGS THAT IS ABOUT ME BECAUSE I DON'T REALLY KNOW HOW TO TALK TO PEOPLE ONLINE MUCH BUT I JUST WAN SAY THIS IF  THERE IS SUPPORTER FOR MY BLOG WRITE IN MY Cbox THX . NOW SOME TIME WE FIGHT WITH FRIEND BUT DUN BE ANGRY AT YOUR FRIEND ALL THE TIME AND HAVE FATE IN THEM, THERE IS A PERSON TELL ME DUN EVER MAKE ENEMY BECAUSE IF ONE DAY YOU NEED YOUR FRIEND THEY WILL HELP EVEN THEY ARE BAD IN EVERYWHERE BUT THERE ARE STILL YOUR FRIEND. JUST IMAGINE IF EVERY ONE NO FRIEND IF YOU NEED HELP IN SCHOOL WHO DO YOU LOOK FOR? YOU ALL WILL SAY TEACHER BUT SOMETIME THE TEACHER NO TIME, SOME OF US WILL FIND FRIEND FOR HELP AND IF YOU HAVE A BEST YOU WILL WAN TO SHARE YOUR PROBLEM WITH THEM SO TODAY I JUST WAN TO SAY DON'T IGNORE YOUR FRIEND BE MORE CLOSE WITH THEM BUT ALSO NOT TOO CLOSE THAT IS AND PLAY WITH THEM, JOKE AROUND. ^_^ AND TODAY IS MY TOPIC (SUPPORTER/FRIENDS)

18 June 2012 5:43pm

Today morning I was so tired I slept until 9am plus I switch on the computer and watch show but my internet got cut off at Saturday I was shock when my internet was cut off I call my mum but there is nothing I can do about it so have to suffer the next two day with out internet but mum faster pay the internet one so I tmr and now is at my girlfriend house and I using the internet but it just I have no internet at home and now I am writing to tell you all maybe I am writing a novel so maybe I might post it here for you all to read but the novel will not be up until I finish 3 or more chapter so you all have to wait but so sorry for those who like reading but I have to say my English is not so good so it might not be so well so don't mind thanks and today I will just write until here so tmr i will post at around 5pm plus tmr.

15 JUNE 2012 12:01

I miss my girlfriend i everyday want to go meet her but sometime i am sick i don't know what wrong to my body but i just have to keep living so i can take care of her i don't care how much i have to give to her i just want to protect her but sometime i make her angry, i sometime really don't know what girls are thinking so is hard to give her what she want so i give everything to my girl and i want her to be happy every time i see her or hear her thought the phone because i don't really like her cry or angry because she smile is the cutest in the world i want to be with her forever no matter what if she don't want me i still won't leave her until i die but the thing is if i leave her i scared she don't know how to protect to herself so i always want to protect but maybe when you all read this, you all will find me very protective but i will try to control myself us she is like a small girl don;t know what is danger so i am worry every time she go out but i know she know how to take care of herself but i am still worry i don't know why but i know this will make my heart cannot take it but i don'y mind as long she live i am okay if i die ^_^ >_<...........

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